10 Things

In the light of recent meme’s going around….

10 things you don’t know about me and I’m too polite to say under normal circumstances…

1.  I have an in-box in my head that I just store all the shit.

2. I am good at building brick walls – emotional ones that is.

3. At this minute, right now, I have never been so anxious.

4. I am prone to drinking too much.

5. I like my own company, I’d quite like to crawl into a cave and stay there for a few days, with alcohol obviously.

6. I used to wonder if anyone would me miss and even if I would miss anyone.

7. I am a pessimist of the highest order, the worst will always happen.

8. I am slowly sinking into my own pit of despair, but no-one knows.

9.  I look in the mirror and see my mother’s reflection staring back – it makes me want to smash the mirror.

10.  The in-box in my head is now overflowing and I have just realised I don’t have a coping strategy.

11.  I’ve been here before, a few times. I know it will pass.


3 Responses to “10 Things”

  1. 1 tattooed_mummy January 5, 2010 at 3:04 pm

    the mirror thing? yeah, hate that

    Mirror Mirror on the wall
    I am my mother after all………….

  2. 2 Heather January 6, 2010 at 2:52 pm

    A few days in a cave with alcohol, and a notebook/laptop would be one of the most amazing things right now. hell, I’d go for a fortnight. It sounds like bliss.

  3. 3 Sue January 7, 2010 at 1:31 pm

    Do you know what, I think half of the problem is the time of year. I find it very depressing, especially after the big build up to Christmas. And with the awful weather at the moment it’s enough to bring the strongest person down. So the best thing is to go on auto-pilot until the Spring when you see things in a different light, which won’t be too long now. Hang in there. Sue x

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